I was so close to my goal. So close. Just a little more and I’d have it already. But as the saying goes, its all too good to be true. Damn straight. It was a lie all along. Right from the start it was just empty words you said. False hope. Do you know the feeling of everything crashing down? A sinking feeling that claws at your heart, telling you everything you did was for nothing. My greatest wish handed to me on a silver platter and the next day, taken away when it was so close, a few inches beyond my grasp. It was all just a game to you, blowing hot and cold. Bringing my feelings high, soaring even. And the next thing I know, dropping it down rock bottom.
Thanks a lot Mum I hate you too.
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